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It's that day that comes once a year, when that red suited bearded man flies on into town and squeezes down the chimney like the best criminal mastermind going!!! Haha!!! I am sharing Christmas day with some of my closest family members, but it hasn't escaped my mind that some important people are missing this year. I miss you Nan, everyday. Although you are no longer with us in person, you will always be with me in spirit. I love you, forever. My dear big brother and his lovely wife are also missing this year, but I hope that they are having a wonderful day together in their home out in America. I love you both so much. I'm looking forward

Eyes closed, I sit listening to some of the most beautiful music written and recorded by a friend...and I picture your face. Through all of my troubles and the pain that spreads through my head like wild fire, it's your face that makes my heart warmer. The memory of being near you dances through my soul and makes me smile, it makes me smile a real smile and I disappear into the most beautiful world. Eyes open, my head is in pain. The doctor says that I have a virus attacking the lymph nodes in my head. It has spread into the cartilage in my ear and has stopped the blood from flowing properly which has made the inside of my ear swell. The pr

Plugged into music, let it flow. Music is the best way to lose yourself. Writing and drawing atm. Might try and write some more music, not done that in a while... hmmmm ............................................................................................................................................................................................. Through the looking glass you see a girl who smiles, she laughs, she's kind, and appears to have it all. What you can't see is everything that's hidden no matter how much it might be right there in your face. Those smiles are in fact a beautiful lie. Inside she's screaming. Underneath